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You're gonna have to eat something sometime. l'm gonna open the door. Oh, you cut your hair.
lt was getting in the way of my drinking. All l remember are Dad's hugs, his laugh. After all of it, just good things.
Well, good.
Why did you try so hard to take that away from me?
Did l?
Little things. We loved to watch TV together, so you took it away.
Television was a distraction. Your grades were slipping. Were you afraid how much Daddy and l were alike? How much he relied on me? How little he wanted from you?
You know, mostly... l was afraid you'd run off and marry an idiot, lose everything you had a chance at, just like me.
l blamed you for his drinking.
Oh. For yours, too?
Yeah. You know what l don't understand, along with all the rest of it?
l haven't got a clue.
lf you ever really loved me. (scoffs)
Don't be ridiculous.
No, l mean, just ever. lt wouldn't have to include right now.
What do you think the rules were? Why would l waste my time on somebody that l didn't care about?
Yeah. l can't ever remember you saying it.
Well, my parents never said it.
So how do you know if they did?
l don't .
l hate that you bought me so many.
You gonna drink the rest of them?
No.
How could l not love you?
“lt was getting in the way of my drinking.” 妨碍我喝酒
get in the way of doing sth 碍事

“Television was a distraction. Your grades were slipping.” 电视让你分心，你的成绩在下滑
Distraction
Something, especially an amusement, that distracts.分心的事物分散注意力（或分心）的事物，尤指娱乐，消遣
There are plenty of distractions here. 这里有许多娱乐活动。
Slip
To decline from a former or standard level; fall off. 跌落；变坏；降低